Hunter, I finally went to sleep last night but only briefly and then must have been half asleep for a lot of it as I don't remember anything but haziness. Now that I fell asleep I think the pure adrenalin that was keeping me going has settled away and I am exhausted with a little diahrrea. I think that is from the adrenalin as well as it has to be completely abnormal for a human to go days without sleep. I am beginning day 12 and am glad it isn't a week ago and so happy to be clear headed. Hang in there. You have a struggle ahead. I seems as if you live in a sea of drugs. I have had perfect opportunities since day 1 but have turned each away and find that each time I get stronger. As the craving dies away it is also easier. I have been here before and know that I can only look at each day and never consider myself to be cured. Now I have to go and drag my ass through a day of work. Will you have a computer along when you go to your mom's?