Thanks for the replies....i'm going to make an effort to be way more vocal this time....i'll tell ya this...i'm freakin at the end of my rope this time....im screweed financially...lost my wife....i'm barely holding onto a garbage job...im living with my mom....lethargic.....HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 BTW I AM SOBER....JUST P!SSED OFF