Thank you EnglishGarden, I agree there is evil in the world.
Evil cannot be forgiven, someone who is ruthless and conniving, with no remorse it would not be possible to forgive (for me).
Now, like teke says, I think you can forgive yourself. For what? you ask?
For me, I had to forgive myself for being so blind to what was right in front of me, and being stupid enough to go along.
I knew better, but went ahead. I had to forgive my trespass of myself and my values.
Now that I know better, I do better.
I have forgiven myself for being weak, and became stronger for the experience.
Beth