So, sounds like you have reached YOUR BOTTOM. Take that 250 pounds and
use it for your deposit on a flat, heck maybe the one you found last weekend
is still available.
What he did was typical A behavior. He has another 'excuse' to keep using.
Are you attending any Naranon, Alanon, therapy. One of those or a combination
of 2 of them, say Naranon and therapy or Alanon and therapy would be an
excellent way to HELP YOU.
Please keep posting and let us know how you are doing as we do care so much.
Remember you can also rant, rave, scream, cry and yes even laugh, as we will
understand.
Love and hugs,