You're right about it being a total waste of time--It's just so damn addictive. Good for you for staying with the sobriety after your relapse.
Originally Posted by
OheemJah 
Don't fantasize about drinking. It's so disgusting. I relapsed a couple of days ago, and the whole time I was drunk I just wanted it to go away. I don't know why I drank for so many years, what a waste of time.