Just read this through. Well done Brae! I actually noticed a difference in your language as time went on. Sounds like you have it together now. I sometimes wonder if I'll be able to have a bong or a joint 'recreationally'. It's been almost 3 years since I last 'indulged' (or overindulged). The thought doesn't last long. I might be going through a rough patch from time to time, but to do that would mean the insanity would come crashing in. Life has it's difficult moments but I don't need to make it worse.
Good for you!