Thanks hollyanne. I will try to put all that aside and love myself. Just that's always been an issue. How the hell do we love ourselves enough to get better. You either do or don't.
Do I? I think so. I hope so. My therapist said last Thursday that he was afraid for me. Really? I am not at that point but makes me pause to look at myself when you get told that.
I read a bunch of posts here today. Makes me sad I am posting about me when others are hurting as bad. I want to be part of the solution not the problem. But I just need today. When I am stronger I will give to.
I make no sense today.