Krys))) Sending you a big hug. Hate to use a cliche hear, but it applies.
Why make someone a priority if they only consider you an option??
You truly deserve someone who appreciates, and respects you.
I'm sorry you are feeling like crap. If its any consolation, I think he is acting like a douche bag. Call some friends, it's the weekend, go do something fun. You will feel so much better.
P.S. Get outside and see the 'super moon" it's beautiful.