I just asked a dumd question in newcomers area and was a little embarrased. After the answers started coming, so I rsponded with what I thought were funny antedotes, and actually had a little fun. Then something kicked me in the head and put me back where I belonged. Why won't it just leave me alone and let me feel alive. I know it's just trying make sure that I'm fully aware of who's in charge. But I just want it out of my head. I'm not looking for answers I'm just rambling cause it makes me feel better.
