Hi youngmind, today is my first day. I have been keeping myself occupied. Tonight, I took a bath, ate some dinner, watched some TV, painted my nails, ate some ice cream (noticed I'm eating a lot -- eeek!), and now I'm just about ready for sleep and it's only 9:30. I understand my weaknesses and I am avoiding them at all costs. I have my box of wine in the fridge, as a reminder. Trial and error have taught me that pouring everything down the drain and attempting what's really a very flimsy, weak attempt at strength and overcoming, isn't what's best for me. Maybe for others, though. I can very much relate to your original post. Thank you so much for sharing!