Welcome...
I just read your first thread...and yes...I can see where your life as a drinker has become unmanageable. Also..when you drink...you are powerless over the results/outcome.
These actions are AA Step 1 material...
Yes you realy can win over addiction.:
A big plus about AA...you will get hands on support and help.
I too was not thrilled when I began AA....however it has proven to be the
wisest decision I ever made...please check out your local meetings.
At 18 you have so many great years to explore...don't get hung up on anything that prevents you from enjoying life.