Not really sure that chronicling experience on the ether helps anyone or anything but SWIM thinks WTF?, it can't hurt, so here's where SWIM's at now. 3x5mg/day. I know some heavy hitters out there may laugh at SWIM's peak of 100mg/day total but for said SWIM to be where it's at now is freaking huge. SWIM still continually fights the urge to stay where it's at "for obvious pain issues" but SWIM is determined to break through to the other side. SWIM almost wanted to make the leap into freedom today. It felt like it could have but SWIM has been kicking this taper in the ass and just wants to lessen the complications as much as possible. OK, SWIM is a wuss. SWIM knows this is still gonna be hard but for today, SWIM feels on course and ready to be free. For the first time in a long time.