Originally Posted by
RyanRyan 
I'm a chronic relapser...I know that I need to quit, but I really don't want to.
Think about this Ryan....I used to think that I didn't want to quit too...You know what was holding me back?....Fear...I was scared I'd fail....Again. I was scared I'd succeed....Then what would I do? Live without the only thing in my life I was good at?....It was pure fear that kept me drinking...Then I got to the point that the fear of dying was greater than the fear of quitting...That's when I dragged my ass through the doors of AA...And I was terrified.....And I haven't had a drink since.