Itchy, I am sorry for your loss. Losing someone you care about is hard. I am learning that just because i lost my husband it does not give me the excuse to use. Many people get through it without chemicals, I am still trying to figure out how though.
I did feel down in those 13 days I did not drink. I dont have a regular doctor cause i just moved here and i dont have indurance. However i am in an outpatient program so i think i will mention my problem to one of the couenselors.