Originally Posted by
youngmind 
I think about drinking constantly. I went to the store today to buy tea to calm my anxiety, and I passed by the liquor aisle a couple times... and here comes that little voice--Hey!! just one more, and my alter ego fighting to pull me towards the alcohol. I walk away... buy my tea and come home.
So I find my self on this site searching for support. It helps to know I'm not alone.
Welcome......and I'm sure you'll find what you're looking for -- along with a whole lot of helpful stuff you didn't know you needed to know!
I never fared well for long when fighting that voice.
For me, encouragement and so forth didn't = success. AA was/is a big help in that area......especially if you find you can't or won't likely fight it for long.