Had a 'spiritual' experience Saturday night. Before heading out to a meeting (which is held at a hospital) my handicapped mother called & said she & dad were going to drive down on Monday to visit her best friend from high school at the hospital where I was going that night. So after the meeting, I told my friend to wait for me as I was going to try & visit my Moms friend. I talked my way into visit, & she had 2 cousins there but she herself was pretty much knocked out (stage 4 lung cancer)--but her arms & legs were very spastic. Cousins said she had a rough day--hard time breathing. So I asked if I could just pray for her for a few minutes and did so. My mom's friend died hours after my visit & I was glad I got to 'pay my respects' as my mother will not come down now. It also was a wake up call for me to quit smoking...not a heavy smoker (pack a week)--but now that I am sober, this is the next step for me. This was a game changing experience for me...