Hi youngmind. I'm 31 and i too got to the point of not even knowing who i was with or without the drink. I'm 54 days sober which is my longest period of sobriety since i realized that i have a problem. So far, AA and turning my problems over to a Higher Power have really helped. I'm spiritual, not religious, and AA hasn't been preachy or off putting to me. Medication and therapy are also helping. Remember that when you were drinking you would do whatever it took to drink so in recovery do whatever it takes to maintain sobriety. Utilize every tool out there. Therapy, medications, groups, SR, journaling, meditation, exercise...anything. go out of your way for sobriety! Good luck and welcome to the fold.