Originally Posted by
ulverston 
we reap what we sow i only have me to blame
Not at all! You can get through this... and time is a massive healer of alot of things.
1993 - I lost my job and my first love on the same day... came back smiling
2009 - Few years later, lost my job, then my mum, nearly drank myself to death for two years, 1 month in hospital, 8 months ago stopped drinking... and guess what... came back smiling
Out of alot of bad, alot of good can come... life is sent to test us! You feel like $heet tonight, but you will sort your own head out, and you will come back a stronger person. Your girlfriend will then see what she has lost. xxx
:ghug3