Welcome to SR!
Death or glory? I quit drinking a year ago and and gotta say it hasn't always been glorious. It's a hell of a lot better than being dead though, and it's a hell of a lot better than drinking.
I know how you feel. When I was drinking not only did I feel like I had 2 different famlies, I felt like two different people. Or three or four different people. A different person to everyone I knew. Now I'm just me, and I'm so glad I don't have to hide any more.
Congrats on your day one, and here's to a long sober journey.
Best wishes,