what did you say to yourself all those years in between to talk yourself into staying?
yes, in the past seven years what has been going on with you, inside your head that let this abuse continue?
you have been pissed on while sleeping.
if this happened to me, even if he walked on water while sober, I could not get over that!
please save yourself alanonic. maybe somebody reading will get it and say, yes, I need to leave now!
Beth