SweetDreams, thank you for the response. Yes I do drink a little, a couple of times a week. I admit it is a relief for me. Not good I know. But I feel this same depressed hopeless feeling 4 days after 2 glasses of wine..I guess I need to experiment and just not drink at all and see if it makes a difference. I hate to admit it will be difficult as my husband and I really enjoy our one night out a week..
And yes I was on Gabapentin too. I quit! I don't recall how long ago, I'd have to refer to my posts. I had bad withdrawal but it didnt last long and I'm super happy to be off it. I did have anxiety and depression but my Gaba wd was short, less than a week. Nothing compared to Oxycodone. I'm not on any meds now at all and so wish I could keep it that
way. Sigh..
Thanks again for chiming in. I truly appreciate it.