Just to let everyone know, he did come home safe earlier today, he had slept in the car. We only have one car, so I wasn't able to leave before he got home. But when he got home, all I did was give him a hug, tell him I'm glad he was safe, then I left. I came home a few hours later, but we still haven't spoken. I'm still so angry and don't know how to deal with this yet. I don't think I'm ready to give up on him, I can't just give up on someone I love like that, but I found an Al-Anon meeting near me tonight that I'm going to go to. I can't thank you enough for your support, it's extremely helpful to be able to reach out to others who have had similar experiences. I've been able to talk to a couple of good friends, but sometimes I don't feel like they understand because they've never experienced anything like this.