I'm feeling fine, stable,
Sharp,
Writing poetry,
Just aced a job interview today,
for something parttime,
so through compassion i'm finding my
place back into society,
This time on healthy terms,
my reschooling is going fine,
I don't want to be a security guard for the sole purpose of being a security guard,
No,
after this project, i'm taking special dog classes, with a pup of my own,
german sheppard,
Animals are higher beings then humans,
they just are,
I need friends, as a human, a dog is a men's best friend
furthermore,
working nights and such, gives me more time to pick up home-schooling,
university that is,
sociology, psychology, theology, philosofy, those kind of knowledge,
business perhaps,
I have no higher goal for myself,
in life,
then attaining knowledge,
and to give it back,
this are just plans,
but i'm laying a descent foundation right now,
writing moralistic stories, helping friends through tarot readings and such (just a tool of credibility, same as a MORE degrees lol, one bachelor just aint enough nowadays)
the girl, my girl is coming over this weekend again, our second date in a month, so we take time, a lot of it, we both need to,
I quit boxing, picked up Aikido,
Way more relaxed, gentle and plain....fun...
compared to the boxing gym there is a very very healthy energy in this dojo.
rapid learner I am, because I feel , more then I think,
i'm in a good zone right now
correction: I created a good zone with determinaton and power of will,
so i started to prepare myself allready
for setbacks,
life WILL throw these at me
Sooner or later,
it's all some kinda test, or joke
metta,