So glad i can share this with people who understand my cryptic words, today has been amazing, i have eaten properly, felt alive, been able to concentrate! I feel like a new gal :-) takin one day at a time, if i can stay sober for even a night, there aint nothin stoppin me stayin sober for life...alcohol...pfffft ;-) thanks for all your wonderful support peeps :-) XXXXXX