Originally Posted by Lilalkie
But I know that I can't expect a miracle overnight
The miracle already happened. It takes us time to see it.
Growth of charactor is a daily thing. I have seen big growth in your posts.
Some things take a little time. With each step you will grow even more.
Stand in the joy of what has happened and the growth will come as we are in position for it to happen. Just your awareness that there may be need for change is a huge growth in and of itself.
Your doing great. Work the steps slowly and you may get more from them. Work the steps daily and you will get more yet again.
Not a race... it is an experience. Enjoy and grow from each moment.