Cheers, Dee.
I'm quite laid back, not really a 'take control' type of person and a wee bit of chaos and unorganised-ness doesn't really bother me but the lack of control over this is really getting to me.
It's as if I'm able to step back, see how irrational I am being and see, perhaps not solutions, but things that'll certainly help me along the way (exercise for instance), but there's something within in me just making it impossible to lift myself to do anything.
Very frustrating as I said.
Hope you're well, mate.