Originally Posted by
Pandie 
Are you ready to stop? You've done this before (2.5 yrs!!) and you CAN do it again, but you have to want to change.
I want to quit as much as I want to keep using. I'm between a rock and a hard place. The more I have the more I want, which is why I know I have a big problem and I know I SHOULD quit, but I don't want to let it go. I'm praying for the willingness to be willing.