Welcome to SR Spybee007. I'm 30 and have been drinking for 10+ years and am 6 weeks sober
Originally Posted by
Spybee007 
... by the time I'm about to get off work I feel ok again and battle with myself/mind driving home whether I should stop and get beer, or sit at my apartment alone and be bored watching netflix? So, I always end up pulling over and saying eff it, I'll quit next week and that somehow makes me think it's ok.
I did this battle for years. And I was always quitting next week...for like 3 years, argh! Coming here was really the turning point for me
I had to remove the option of drinking completely and not engage in that debate. Giving up drinking for me has been the easiest and the hardest thing I've ever done. AVRT helped me, as did things like 'thinking the drink through' and staying close to SR.
Glad you're here