Defects of character
I'm not even past step 2 yet, but I'm ready to get rid of the character defects NOW! I am so angry at myself for being the way I am, and my old yucky personality traits came through tonight after a discussion with my husband. Before, I would use this as an excuse to get drunk, but now I just want myself fixed. I know I have to take it one day at a time, but I want my bright, shiny glorious sober future now. I'm tired of being me. But I know that I can't expect a miracle overnight and I have to get through some other steps first, but I'm sooo ready for God to change me. I just feel a lot of self-pity right now I guess. But the good news is, getting drunk is the LAST thing I want to do. So there's a step in the right direction.