Since I lost my Dad 3.5 years ago to cancer, and then met my partner nearly 2 years ago, I have been steadily drinking to blot things out
I have joined AA last week and been to 3 meetings since, and have got 6 days sobriety under my belt and feel great
The thing is I haven't told him I am going to AA meetings, as my ex is an alcoholic and goes to them, but in a different town.My current partner can be very jealous and judgemental, so I feel like I need to keep it to myself at the moment, as I I don't have the emotional strength to fight any more battles
I know what I am doing is right for me at the moment, as he really doesn't understand the pain i've been in
PS he has noticed i've not been drinking and is happy about it .