The Start
Hey everyone,
I'm relatively new here. I been 2 weeks dry on the dot. Some days are easier than others, but I was wondering at what point some of you have "normalized". I have no problem in committing to my sobriety. In fact, my parents who I stay with keep wine around the house which at times I'm tempted just to snag to end the cravings, but I don't. No one really seems to believe I'm an alcoholic (which I am). I've been drunk for about 2 years give or take. 2011 was basically detoxing and falling back off, but I never made the real commitment. I know I can never drink again, and at this point I don't care. I just want to get out of this rut and be leveled out again. I gone to social gatherings where alcohol was present but never gave in. I can be around alcohol and not drink. It doesn't bother me. It's just the late night craving and depression. When has it (as every case is different), subsided for some of you?