Behindblueyes - I'm so glad you're here with us. I hope your anxiety will be lessened by being here. Please know we've all been through similar nightmares, and you aren't alone with this.
I hope you'll be able to eat and keep it down. As Anna said, please call 911 if there's any doubt about your condition. Once this is over, you can begin a whole new life. We're behind you all the way.