Thanks all.
Well sobriety came quite easy except for a few bumps. Well big bumps really.
As I mentioned I needed the big conversation it occurred as my other physical problems have escalated . Nausea tiredness and a few other things although not ones I was expecting my future looks amazingly full of love and appears to be going to be a very quick end . Will be at my Dr again tomorrow things have overtaken my scan dates.
I will hopefully be back to tell you more but,
Anyone thinking about testing the water or just one drink .
Please don't please!!!!
Life is great sober really ****ing great.
Love John.