I drank everyday, from the time I woke up until the time I passed out or went to sleep at night. I never went any where, did anything without alcohol. Always made sure I had beer at the house, and would always carry a vodka laced soda or fruit flavored water bottle with me at all times. At that time it was the most single important thing to me, now my sobriey is. Nearly 5 years later, I no longer live that horrible life style.