I do have a lot of numbers, it's 12:30 here though I feel bad calling such nice (and sober) people. I just got sick and that makes the 3rd time tonite. I think my body is rejecting what I have done. I took vistaril which is good for detox. The nausea is awful right now, if I don't sleep after all this 911 it is. They surely can't deny someone care... Im just not sure I want the stares. Small town people spread this kinda news like wildfire.