Hi Skip - sorry you're down.
I'm not sure what posts you've been reading, but I think the majority of us would say the first 90 days are full of ups and downs?
It actually took me a while to feel happy - I had a lot of work to do....
Try and not measure yourself against others skip - this is your journey...there's probably no journey so uniquely yours as the recovery one...
Whats your support network like? lean on them...and keep moving forward
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