Where's the Happy??
I keep hearing newly sober people on here saying, "I feel so much better!" "I wake up refreshed in the morning". "I love being sober!".
And then there's me.
I feel like a f-ing person-sized raw nerve. I cry ALL THE TIME. I go from feeling fine to feeling super depressed. I'm obsessive. I'm angry and irritable. I'm exhausted ALL THE TIME. And then I have little blips of "this isn't so bad", and feeling VERY thankful for all of the support and care I am receiving in AA.
I just don't know what's wrong with me! Why am I not happy like the rest of the freaking sober people??