Originally Posted by
Jitterbugg My work performance was drastically affected by my drinking. I was always late and sometimes disheveled. I would have to forgo a shower and shave sometimes because I over-slept. I would spend my mornings at work staring at the clock until I could leave at lunch for a few pints at various pubs/bars in the area. I made up a medical condition in order to explain sick days and lack of concentration. I was a low-functioning alcoholic come to think of it. The alcohol sapped all my motivation and ambition, and I got terrible performance reviews. I really only showed up and went through the motions to get a paycheck to pay my rent and feed my alcoholism.
Same here; late everyday, leave early everyday, extended lunches, hungover in the mornings with insane anxiety, ZERO motivation, doing the absolute bare minimum to get paid and stay employed. I too thought I was functioning fine, yeah right. If I was the manager I would have canned my ass in 2 minutes.