Yea, its all relative. There's a guy here that runs like 3 AA meetings a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year. He has the entire Big Book memorized and mouths the words of whoever is reading. It kind of creeps me out and I think AA addict but then I think whatever floats his sober boat. I guess my compulsive "to do lists", cart checking and disgustingly cheerful check out persona is a small price to pay for my sobriery (unless whoever is behind me in line actually does strangle me, of course then my obit could read "after a life time of drinking Michel F. died sober". I think I have an SR thing too. As I'm sure nobody has noticed, I post alot. :-) But it really helps me to do kind of a public "jounaling", so I hope fellow SRers don't mind and you all can only strangle me virtually. I've really enjoyed the responses. I may be a sober nut but at least I'm not alone.