Originally Posted by
MrSilver 
Here is how out of touch I was...during my days of drinking I actually thought it was helping my job performance.
I've only been sober for 18 days. I took last week off work as knew my head would be up and down.
I read the sentence above and I'm still thinking a bit like that
I'm assuming it's just my "drinking thinking" and because I've got PAWS at the moment though. I'm feeling anxious and sometimes think "ooh, if I'd had a drink I'd be too hungover to care". I'm sure I didn't perform better before but I've a lot of new processes to put in place at work over next 2 weeks and I'm thinking I'm not up for it.
Someone assure me this will pass if I think about it rationally and look at the facts.