Yeah Lilalkie,
It seems to be you are totally on the right path. When I was five days sober, it was all I could do to get to meetings, never mind worry about the steps. Getting on your knees is a good next step, so long as it is not the unenviable but inevitable result of a three day bender. I would also suggest what others have stated - look for a good sponsor. Get to the meeting early and see what long-timers are there. They can usually steer you in the right direction. Keep on doing it thiugh, it is really worth it!! Mikel Boston, MA