Welcome to SR. Coming here has been one of the best things I've ever done. I've been sober 18 days now and for the past 2 years I couldn't get past 4 days if any at all. I was always so afraid to even attempt to quit. I was afraid of failing, but mostly I was afraid to even consider getting along without alcohol. It was a very lonely and scary place to be. Until I came here. Reading others' recovery stories has been such an inspiration and has kept me sober.