I asked them questions about the topic. Usually to understand better the topic for myself or I mentioend where I strugled with. As I said I usually kept it at 2 questions per meeting and they were very brief questions it was not that I was agressive or so asking them, I asked very politly. Daytrader: Usually I always give the fault to myself and believe me I am already asking myself what did I do wrong. And I am always the 1st to say I did something wrong and admit it. Why did I not see this coming? It hit me out of nowhere, honestly. The thing that hurts me most it was after I was most vulnerable. At the last meeting there were only 6 people there including me and it was the 1st time I opened somewhat up. And then I get the cold email being kicked out afterwards. When I say I opened up I explained where I struggle with the meditation and thoughts and I only told this, since they asked.