Hey harley. Maybe you needed that one last 'proof' that you can't touch the stuff. I know I did. I was a slow learner. In our hearts we know we can't pick up, but it's such a way of life for us - sometimes we cave without giving it much thought. I always dreamed I could be a social drinker and spent many years destroying myself only to find out it could never be.
Leemzer - Glad you are benefiting from not feeling alone. It made all the different to this life long drinker.
Lucidelusions - Well put! That was definitely me, too.