Originally Posted by
Lost3000 
Oh that sucks. I remember that sinking feeling. And then the outright in my face expression my husband gave me. I felt like a piece of sh*t. I write a lot when I'm down and it helps. Fortunately I wrote a lot when drunk - and now I have something to look back to when I forget about how bad it was or how bad I was. I hope today is better for you and you find your way.
I definately ditto that!!!
I have a notebook that I have just finished... I write everything down... when I was drunk I knew I would have to write thoughts/actions down because I would forget it next day... Then I used this same book for when I was in hospital, ie. what to watch on TV, secretly bitching about the nurses etc... then I have used the last section of my notebook for the last 7 months which is sobriety... list of things to do, stuff I have to sort out that was left untouched... bills etc, phone numbers, useful things) definately a book of 3 halves... a diverse and interesting read!!!
I may publish it when I'm famous ha ha!!
