Crap!!!! Last night blew up!
I went to an AA meeting yesterday. Fairly high from some pot and 1mg xanax. Left early and went to the bar. My best friend and her bf met me up there and hubby came later. I was drunk after 2 when they got there (probably xanax didn't help) and proceded to have quite a few more. Today I learned that I told them all I had just come from AA and then told them about my pain pill addiction. My secret. I am horrified at myself for doing so. I also called a woman from AA later in the night (at least I can track some of the night from my cell phone). She texted this morning and said I agreed to meet her at a 10am mtg. Better go shower. I remember nothing after my first 2 drinks and I have this sinking feeling hubby is pissed at me.