Many communities have counseling services on a sliding scale. Just calling a few counseling offices and asking if they have or know of an office that provides services on a sliding scale will help. I'll bet that if they don't offer it, someone will be able to provide you with a phone number of an office that does.
I'm glad to hear that you recognize that you want/need help. For me, that was a huge step forward. I was always feeling that I could handle anything and I would try to do so to my own detriment. Now I recognize when I need help processing and I call my therapist. She knows me and helps me work through things. It helps.
gentle hugs
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