Hang in there stillsleeping I'm on day 95...I can't tell you when I have been 95 days sober (20 something years ago) and I drank hard every night plus I'm a female which alcohol is harder on us then men...I heard.....Its tough at times but I keep thinking how sick I would of got if I didn't stop, its what really helps me....sounds sad that I have to use that/sickness as a reminder to stay or be sober but it is, what it is ...for me......Hang in there girlie