Stillsleeping - Just wanted to say I get what you mean. I hope you find some things that work. Hope you find some peace.
Originally Posted by
stillsleeping 
If you don't drink, ever, how do you switch the world off? When do you get a break???
Unfortunately, I have been wondering this a lot myself lately.
I don't have a lot of wisdom, or even positive suggestions...just hang in there. I know if I go back to drink, I'll be right back where I was, where I don't want to be. So I carry on for now.
Good luck and keep us posted.