He's always been good with the dogs, very caring and protective. And I guess the only way he's earned my trust was when he came through and paid most of our bills for April.
But anyway, I'm just feeling kinda indifferent. It feels really nice being on my own. Like really really nice. I think I've started to detach from him. I don't really care what he's doing, or what he wants, because that's the ONLY thing i focused on for so many years: what HE wants. What do I want? That I'm still figuring out.
I'm not going to let him take the dogs. It was tempting because like I said, I'm out of the house 14 straight hours two days a week. But, my mom offered to come pick them up when she gets out of a work. A friend/neighbor offered to walk them while I'm gone, and my dad said I could drop them off at his house in the morning before I leave.
I've never really been a fan of rollercoasters.
Thanks for responding to my post. You all just confirmed what I was already thinking. Just helps to get it out there.